In My dreams exposed I wanted to explore and recreate the landscapes of my dreams and nightmares. Using polaroid, an instant film, I was forced to create the atmosphere in the photograph without retouch, in the moment of shooting. The pictures became a way to analyse and remember events and places that felt significant, even if they are not actually real.
![The field behind my mother's house](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/5bcb4451-6a57-4d9e-ac9c-0d2be8ade3db_rw_1200.jpg?h=53ca2709eb7f149856ca6df1019e1523)
The field behind my mother's house
![My father gets two depressions a year, one, where he gets blood in her eyes and one where he lets it rain upon the rest of us.](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/0d6f7388-db0a-45a8-b763-03d4ffadf364_rw_1200.jpg?h=d1effa31aada3ff518ee5b90ad45e3ca)
My father gets two depressions a year, one, where he gets blood in her eyes and one where he lets it rain upon the rest of us.
![It was night and day at the same time](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/67c7d235-aad8-4097-991e-e64138559082_rw_1200.jpg?h=e81284f60212c83e236acc7cec77f86b)
It was night and day at the same time
![Strange weather in the garden, that was full of purple, green and violet](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/0c583536-c001-45cd-8f71-787731e444e6_rw_1200.jpg?h=90671ef315d8bcbe9a657786c24562ec)
Strange weather in the garden, that was full of purple, green and violet
![My mother was holding the cat](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/38bb8e44-7d5f-4196-b5be-a947e067088b_rw_1200.jpg?h=0f99616cc1c400d264abfb8f04bc9af8)
My mother was holding the cat
![My mother was strangling the cat](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/e869c300-486d-472d-8198-ec47562035f8_rw_1200.jpg?h=10bb1258e7598b0ff3cdbd06e3ab5cae)
My mother was strangling the cat
![A red dress my grandmother gave me](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/2af84b22-0023-450e-a869-db752617ac28_rw_1200.jpg?h=0c1bbb3366c96b50261b4dae566ea76a)
A red dress my grandmother gave me
![The amber buildings felt like science-fiction](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/26d8915e-14af-4397-8e90-1ca105ec279c_rw_1200.jpg?h=53eea5f8e5bfdb61ba9ea125c031b8c2)
The amber buildings felt like science-fiction
![Somebody cut off the head of a snake](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/5de38130-baa4-43fa-8cd4-3f92b1da95db_rw_1200.jpg?h=39baa48c69ea663d96e6105a8447906e)
Somebody cut off the head of a snake
![The last cigaret in the club and everyone wanted a puff](https://cdn.myportfolio.com/6cbf0c524634f4c455c0400071c6c9e7/5be3d466-49e0-4c73-8505-c1c17b7a4970_rw_1200.jpg?h=350b1ef6d7522ebb6c2133d00042b98b)